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Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

I can’t draw right now. What should I do to blow off some steam?

a) Play guitar and write a song.

b) go play ESO and kill shit with my Kahjit?

c) go play ESO and kill shit with my Argonian?

d) fuck off drawing today and just do all of the above + stick spike on a chair again.

Sorry. Stoned and feeling blue. Trying to find a way to vent it instead of sitting here bawling on my couch like a loser. Haha. I’m better than that. Just not feeling motivated to pick, and just get sad that I’ve had to give up so many things that i loved to work a 40 hour stable job to hold a household to be able to do *some* of the things that i used to enjoy….

(all i want to do is be a housewife. I want to make my man (men) sammiches and suck their dick when they get home from a hard day’s work. But its hard to support a household, let a lone a family on a single income or single job any more)

(god. I need to stop thinking about that shit.)

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Doing commissions has been such a rewarding experience for me the last few weeks.

I’m actually feeling rather depressed after spending almost a full week at work for the first time since I fell ill. It was nice to be home, in the place I work the majority of my waking time to pay for. I hate measuring and inspecting things. Its so cold and mechanical.

It was nice to feel what it might be like to do something enjoyable for money.

*feeling down and rambling*

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It would be really cool if…

I could flippin remember to reply publicly to asks that would be great. Haha *facepalm* (lol, the two that I got.)

Next time Skuttzy, next time.

Also, I think i am just going to stop operating on a “TMI” day. I just get like one or two asks so I feel lame XD

If you have questions, just ask any ol day. Making an event out of it just sets me up to expect something. Haha. So, instead, just surprise me whenever you have something interesting to say.

I’d rather be happy at one random ask than dissapointed by none XD

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3mangos

Anonymous asked:

hi i'm another anon, ao you improved a lot in a year, well that's what talent do to people with the luck the have born with it, other like me have no choice but to waste our lives trying in vain to be half decent only to realize all we do is in vain, i just hope to see more talented people being grateful with their lives, because they aren't and that piss me off, forgive me for this long ass message and good luck with your art

3mangos answered:

Talent isn’t real. While I appreciate the kind message, I didn’t work as hard as I did all these years just so people could call me a “natural” or “talented”. There’s skill and experience, both of which can be built upon by anybody.

If you want to make something of yourself, it all starts with your attitude and willpower. 

ask-skuttz

I really don’t like it when people say I am so lucky i can draw, or that I am so lucky that people like or want to buy my art. I’ve worked hard since I was little, learning and re-learning all kinds of skills and going through style shifts.

After basically dropping drawing for almost three years, it took a lot of hard work for me to get where I am at this past year. My first sketches when I started drawing again were wonky and off and weird and looked bad…. but i sprunge tutorial after tutorial and try new things ALL THE TIME. I am totally self taught.

I make it my goal to draw something, even if it is little EVERY DAY. Its time and devotion and learning to be critical of your own art without putting yourself down. Look at your work in earnest, and pick something that you want to improve on. Practice. Study. The more I draw, the better I keep getting.

A pencil doesn’t just leap into my fingers and draw something for me. I have to sit down and work at it and redraw things a million times.

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I’m watching a lot of my highschool friends getting engadged and married…

And it makes me feel super jealous.

Isn’t that funny? Jealousy is such a silly beast.

I have a sex life that some people would trade anything for ( I mean, really? I can pretty much fuck who I please, and I feel like i’ve found the love of my life to snuggle and laugh with all the time and someone I snuggle and laugh with every friday. I can’t be much more satisfied with my love life.)

And I am feeling jealous over a metal band. Haha.

Human emotions, they never cease to amuse me. :3

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Someone got me looking at BD toys…

Oh~~ I want a crackers soo bad. *whimpers*

I’m going to see if I can get enough out of my next pay check to meet the gap for my panties (I’m $70 short, but I can’t keep putting it off :/ Maybe I’ll do one more donation stream when i get back for $5 headshots or something)

Then I’ll be putting all future commissions toward a nice big cockatrice dildo >w<

Can’t decide if I should drool over the small’s or the medium’s…

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Changed a few things last night:

I enabled anon again for asks. :3 I respect that people wish to remain anon for certain questions. Again i would like to state the following: PLEASE refrain from sending me anon asks in the form of requests for pictures for things like panty pics or what not.

I know. If i thought people didn’t want to see them, I wouldn’t be posting them. :D  So trust me, when I take pics I share. Haha.

If its a pic request for something you feel embarrassed about asking for and it is an interesting idea or something i haven’t done yet, feel free to make a tasteful request/suggestion. Something like “more panty pics pls” isn’t anything but pestering. :3 

I enabled the submit! :D

<.< You know… in case you jerk off all over your tummy and happened to take pictures. >.> Or happen to have boners stuffed in panties. <.< Or anything from beautiful breasts to the morning sunlight cascading over your balls. As long as its more classy/fetishy than trashy you are safe. And i still enjoy most trashy too XD

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Going to put anon asks back on tonight.

If any of you choose for any reason to be an ass, just know that this blog has gained too many followers for me to keep letting jackassery in my inbox.

Tumblr lets you block anons from the ask sent. I will not hesitate when needed. ;3

This does not mean I am going ban crazy. Please do not feel afraid to send asks. I am referring to people who send things deserving of it. Questions of all kinds are fantastic!

If you plan on asking for pic requests or suggestions though, AVOID sending via anon. It gets irritating because I lump it all under the same “person”. You are more than welcome to send a note (to which there is no chance of me publicly posting if you want to be private about it) I promise I’m usually a sweetheart. :3

The cunt only comes out when a “no” isn’t respected. So if I decline a request, please leave it at that.

Thanks again you guys, this blog has grown so much more than I ever thought it would have. I am having a lot of fun answering asks and getting to know some of you while sharing a bit about myself. :D

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