a) Play guitar and write a song.

b) go play ESO and kill shit with my Kahjit?

c) go play ESO and kill shit with my Argonian?

d) fuck off drawing today and just do all of the above + stick spike on a chair again.

Sorry. Stoned and feeling blue. Trying to find a way to vent it instead of sitting here bawling on my couch like a loser. Haha. I’m better than that. Just not feeling motivated to pick, and just get sad that I’ve had to give up so many things that i loved to work a 40 hour stable job to hold a household to be able to do *some* of the things that i used to enjoy….

(all i want to do is be a housewife. I want to make my man (men) sammiches and suck their dick when they get home from a hard day’s work. But its hard to support a household, let a lone a family on a single income or single job any more)

(god. I need to stop thinking about that shit.)