Oh, but one day you will have fun too. :3 Don’t be sad!
:P Maybe you can take notes to blow someone’s mind ;)
Its not really special or amazing. Its just fun and it feels good. Its like that one time when you jerk off to a super hot porno or thought or new fetish and you just cum so fucking hard when its good. And sometimes its like that day you beat off twice and its just “meh, I came. On with my day.” It just happens to have more people involved.
Its casual. Its what I do *shrugs* ._.;; Its why I talk about it so openly. Its not a big deal.