I’m having knee problems again for the first time in three or four months since i’ve been on this last downward trend. And while that was a great start and a huge step, having my body go back to hurting again is really disheartening.

Hopefully they won’t take forever to recover like they did before. My job just includes a fair amount of walking and heavy lifting, so I’m assuming it is going to slow down my recovery time.

I wish I could just take a few days off to recoup. Ugh. But no one else is gonna pay my fucking bills, so to work I go.

I may have a breakdown. I’ll try to keep it off here. But if I seemingly go AFK I might be curled up in a ball somewhere.